I love you

I love you not only for what you are,

But for what I am when I am with you

I love you not only for what you have made of yourself

But for what you are making me

I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

I love you for passing over all my foolish and weak traits,

That you can't help but see

I love you for drawing out into the light my beauty,

That no one else had looked quite far enough to din

I love you.

What's a Mother Worth?

I humbly appraise my mother's worth,
It began with pain to give me birth,

Which triggered off a love so strong

Blossoming into a life-long bond.
When needed, she was always there,

Someone I realised would always care.

And the older I got the more I knew,

A mother's love sincere and true.
Now as I watch Mum age in years,

I'm happy to help and ease her fears.

Privileged now to play my part,

As she did for me from the very start.

My painful past.........

I was seating in the sea shore...counting all the waves that and kissed the sand,,as i swallow the pain i beganto fell after i learnd that i was born to love you...through all this years..theres nothing i dont do justto make you happy,i sought for your hapiness.that iforgot mine altogether.but it seemes that it is notenough to make you contented....,everythings okay for both of us,that even littlething seems perfect,you always ther beside me;tellingme how much you love me,helping me to cope up from mymistakes,fixing my heart from being broken....teachingme how to love again..under all that circumstances..ithought it will not gonna end...but the hurtrealization hit me and make me awake in thisimpossibility,that this moment you are own by someoneelse..and you cant never be mine..... not in this sillyworld of mortal women........but then ...always rememberthis...even though you hurt me.. i still love you..iwill always love you..in my own little ways....till mylast breath ill .... you....

Darkness ..

Darkness cloaks around my heart

Spreading its wings with in my soul

Sending its venom through my veins

Suffocating me with its fumes

Tears trickle down, dark drops of hurt

Burning me through and throughI long for release

A place where no one can reach me

No! Not a single soul

A deep slumber where I close my eyes

A place where I am all alone

But alas it brings me no solace

For there is only darkness in me and my dreams

Just a black hole, a dark pit, an empty space.

I fall in love with the wrong guy

I just started working in the big city. Everthing is so new to me. I had a great job, exciting life. And I just broke up with my x-gf from my small home town due to some distance relationship, causing me feel lonely. I met this guy, S during my job. She is 2 years older that me. At first I never thought that I will fall in love with her so deeply. I started to think about her day and night. It even make me woke up in the middle of the night, just by thinking of her. S is such a nice guy, very caring, sweet talking and yes, She treat me super nice, when Im sick, She even take care of me, giving me all the loves and needs. But… S told me that we will never be couples. There are severals reasons that she give: 1. S was almost getting married but the marriage was called off after the brides run away 2. S will never believe in real love anymore 3. S has business plan and will leaving here soon. What about me? S told me I will always be her close friends… That was so so hurt.. I cried over and over again. Nothing will do to change her mind. I feel like giving up now, but I really love her.